getting started/11yrs today
Posted by ~Ray @ 2007-12-21 07:50:42
the anger and frustration of the last few weeks has finally come to pass thank god i was starting to really lose it dawn pat and bob are now safe i wont be at the bowling alley freeking out for a while ill just come down for a consume desire the normal happy go -lucky alcoholic i am :) not a problem if i even went into the events of the last 3weeks this journal would never end so ill just give honorable mention to everything that put me at ease i guess we ordain start with reality if things do go unfortunate at one of my jobs i think ill just act everyones advice and just get a different one and not stress it last week i woke up to the phone ringing and franky and patty trying to reach me to set me up with change surface more work to do all the places ive been offered i be awhole new day of the week so if one door closes i guess there are plenty more that will open. justin and i are not arguing anymore thank god! were beat friends right and thats that.... i ve go to terms with everything brians(themessenger) put on the table my friendships all i offer evaluate it or move on im a arouse good friend and i got line of people who would swear to that ! if you cant see past our past relationship (ayear later)im sorry and i cant let you punish me for it anymore ive given you answers closure and everything you asked for i can give no more. Ive started dating again thats it thou-just dating i always go away off calling my own shots and getting pushed into a beat blown relationship when im totally not ready and hurt in the end those days are over i wont be pushed anymore im dating thats it if something more happens it will be on my own terms in my own time im over the &7NA thing (my girls and change state friends know what that means) p s im sure my necklace is around.. neck lol i saw maureen a few weeks ago i had to give this honorable mention her mom moved around the corner and she stopped in for a drink on her way home i like moe she is such a great friend doesnt matter how much time and distance gets between us we always talk about all the good times we have had in the last 11yrs desire it was yesterday and were always there for each other no matter how much time goes btwn visits ill be back over for superbowl as always with a bottle of tequilla ! last but not least i was in a minor car accident a few weeks ago but i talked to damien he reminded me that if i hadnt taken that course driver thingy then i could act process my insurance goes up take the cover and it will displace back drink!acclaim.[ADVERTHERE]Related article:
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